I have been pondering so many things lately that I must share! For the first time in a while I feel like God is “steppin up my game.” What use to be a sweet spot for me is now not good enough. I wish I could put words to all that God is doing in my but I can’t! I am reading Sun Stand Still and having my world rocked. I just finished “The Core Issue” and had my hand smacked a few times. My life as I know it is changing. What does that mean? I have not idea but I do know what God is doing in my right now is deep and life altering. My excitement continues to build as I anticipate never being the same as I am right now. Faith that stands on God alone, a heart that seeks God’s heart from the depths and in every part, and a new mindset that embraces the idea that God can and does as Isaiah 45:7 says create disaster for the long term good of His people. Ahhh I don’t like that verse but I’m learning to hear the Word of the Lord and not wrestle but seek His heart.
I am thankful for true friends that are always there, family that are always a great place to feel completely comfortable, and for a Savior that considered me and was born into a ridiculous world to save my life. In this Christmas season, Lord ruin me for you. Rock my core if it means living closer to you.
I look forward to the miracles God wants to do in my life!
